The rest of the morning passed in a blur.

早上剩下的时间都在模糊中度过了。

It was difficult to believe that I hadn't just imagined what Edward had said, and the way his eyes had looked.

难以置信的是Edward所说的话，还有他的眼睛都不是我想象出来的。

Maybe it was just a very convincing dream that I'd confused with reality.

可能这只是一个使人信服的一个梦并且让我迷失在了现实之中。

That seemed more probable than that I really appealed to him on any level.

这种想法的可能性比我对他有某种程度的吸引力更有可能。

So I was impatient and frightened as Jessica and I entered the cafeteria.

所以我不安并且害怕的和Jessica一起走进了自助餐厅。

I wanted to see his face, to see if he'd gone back to the cold, indifferent person I'd known for the last several weeks.

我想要看他的脸，去确认他是不是又回到冰冷、漠不关心的人去了就像几周之前一样。

Or if, by some miracle, I'd really heard what I thought I'd heard this morning.

或者有可能，出现一些奇迹的话，我真的听到了我在今天早上想法中的声音。

Jessica babbled on and on about her dance plans — Lauren and Angela had asked the other boys and they were all going together — completely unaware of my inattention.

Jessica跟我喋喋不休的说着她舞会的计划————Lauren和Angela邀请了别的男生并且都准备一起去————完全没有意识到我的心不在焉。